Sometimes one pivotal moment can change everything.
When I got out of the hospital after that whole ordeal with my ex, I moved in with my aunt to help her take care of my elderly grandparents. Their house is old and kinda falling apart, but it was my childhood home for years after my mother died, so it was familiar and comforting – which I really needed after what I’d just been through.
Kevin, Chris and I were sitting around in these woods near the house. It was a bright night, lit by a full moon. We hadn’t said much, mostly because I didn’t feel much like talking. Everything that had happened was still so fresh and painful, my mind was so turbulent that I couldn’t really think straight.
Then Kevin just out of nowhere said, “You know it wasn’t your fault, right?” And I fucking broke. It was like he just stepped into the middle of a mental battle I didn’t know I was having with myself and told me exactly what I needed to hear. I just started crying.
Something about the atmosphere, the quiet night in the woods with that beautiful moon overhead…it broke through the numbness for the first time and I was finally able to start processing things.
That was the night he and Chris asked me to join Mute Prophet. I was pretty far from a skilled singer at that time, but I wanted to learn. It gave me something I could do to take back control of my life.
It’s been years since then, but I still go out to those woods on moonlit nights to remember the moment my life changed forever.
And now, I want to show you the wonderful experiences we’ve had in the past decade together.
We made sure to record as many of these happy moments as possible on video, in the hopes of sharing them one day. Sit down with us, in the studio we built in this old house, and see our three albums come together. We’d love for you to experience this joy with us!
By the way: keep an eye on your inbox in the next few days!
We’ve been thinking up a way to thank you for being so amazing, and we came up with something really cool – but it’ll take two or three days to get ready. We’ll be sure to email you with a proper “thank you” when it’s ready ❤️